(this post seems so messy, I’m sorry if it’s hard to read.)

so, maybe this’ll end up not happening since irl is killing me again, but still.

would y’all be upset at me if I just sort of…

idk,

spontaneously posted about Vestige?

maybe I’ve already been doing so, but I haven’t in the way I’d like to. I really want to make a mountain of art and maybe even try writing too since I have an overabundance of ideas, but I’m afraid I’m going to get backlash for hyperfixating. (I’m not sure how or why I ended up at that point, but I did and it’s somehow had an impact on me, no matter how goofy you think it sounds.)

idk, I guess I’m just really tired of having to keep it all in my head.

anyways I’m vanishing for the night out of fear, not gonna respond till morning sorry